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Well, today i didnt work out at all....-sighs- but tomoro w is gunna be a fresh start...my poor abs need some rest anyways lol....so i woke up today and went to the dentist and it was funny...i had fun at the dentist for the first time ever...well when i was little i used to play with cars n all these toys with my brother n stare at fish in a fish tank...but anyways.............i was sitting there n this spanish girl that helps my dentist we were watching TV together while i w as in the chair lmao...and we were watching that show with flavor flav (foofy foofy) ...(strange love) n we were laughing at those retards..then we watched drop it like its hot video and just a lil bit...ha then some show on turtles...random...i want one there cute ha.....ok anywyas then we watched mtv n my dentist was workin on my teeth then he stopped cuz he thaught ciara is hot n he started checking her out (hes so professional) but it was funny...then jaclyn tells me that ciria is a hermaphadite and i heard she was to but i thaught it was just a rumor lol if i find out its true im gunna tell my dentist next time i see him lmao! !! he'll throw up all over me...but anyways he put that novacaine shit in my.....with a needle n stuck it in my gums and then it got so fucking numb! my whole right face was numb even my eye!!!! i couldnt even blink my eye....ughhh it was numb for like 3 hours straight man....ok anyways lol then i came home and had a slice of pizza...then i went to K-Mart for the interveiw and they made me take a fucking multiple choice test asking gay questuionms and i felt so fucking stupid cuz i didnt get what the questions mean...im such a retard..i need someone to read the questions and explain what there trying to ask me cuz i dont know what every word means...stupid big words...why cant they explain things with easy simple words...idiots!!! gosh!! i hope i pass...if i fail its because i dont know what certain words mean....i wish i was smart....but anways i came home n went ont he computer like an idiot....i was supose to hang out with miranda n doreen but i decided not to cuz i know it wud of been very boring.. lol i hate hanging out with people i got nothing in common with...so yeah that was my wonderful day kpeace
*Mimi reads the licent plate on the car in front of us* Mimi: KKN....Klu Klux Klan Brookie starts cracking up...lol.. ME: "thinking in my head",how the fuck iss KKN klu klux klan?
Brookie Laughs at a drawing of a cow and a lady dancing on a milk carton...and she wudnt stop laughing...
Brookie walks into a pole in Blockbuster...then walks into a pole outside of Blockbuster.. Then Brookie walks into a car....and spills Sprite in her car all over her...then spills coke in the Chinese place....-sssiiiiigggghhhhhh- then she dropped a napkin on the floor and started cracking up....er..lol i love u brookie.lol...i think theres more...oh..and mimi said she cant crack an egg...and when she tried it fell on the floor lol!
Brookie told Mimi how much she paid for her purse and Mimi said "SWEET SHEESH!*
Everytime Brooke puts her fingers on my lips i kiss them...idono for some reason she found it funny... lol
Me and Brooke eating Tots in bed watching Napoleon Dynamite...i find that a little odd...
Brooke's Mom: Look at the year book sonny is in it.. Brooke: Oh thats when he was manly.. Brooke's Mom: What?
hah....as u can see weird shit happens when im with Brookie lol there's prolly so much more...
Well Brooke pretty much said everything in her Journal...lol...but let me tell you this...those 5 days was the greatest days of my life. I mean i dont even remember the last time i was that happy before. i mean i was once so happy like that...but not 5 days in a row...it was just so special. You don't know wut this girl means to me. I'd do anything for her and i mean it. When i'm down there i treat her so good and i will forever. She really deserves someone like me...and as u can see i definetly deserve her..u all should know that by now..cuz Brooke Kathleen Sparks is the most NICEST,CARING person in the world! so anyways right now im just depressed,nervious,kinda stressed...thats me with out my Brookie :/ When i was on the plane the girl in front of me was watching her DVD lap top thingy and on it was "Mean Girls" and i was watching lol and thinking about Brookie. Then i saw a couple that was near me holding eachother and grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...-sssiiigghhhs- but anyways....i will get a job soon and book another trip and hang out with her again...VERY...SOON...and i mean it Brookie! cuz everytime i come down there i fall in love with you more and this time is just so different...i'm just a MESS with out you baby. So im really gunna take this serious and yeah...well im gunna go to bed and Brookie...i love you..and i miss holding you and kissing you...ur the cutest girl in the world and the most beautiful girl in the world to me. And i will think that forever...I love you baby!
im not listening to music just listening to a air vent loll
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Well, Lets just put it this way...This was the BEST New Years ever! not for just me but for Brookie to. It was really special. Well at first, on new years eve is when i met up with Brooke and at first we just held each other in her car. I missed her so much. Then we went back to her house and we cuddled again lol. Then later that nite we went out to dinner at some italian place. Then we went home n watched fireworks outside her window lol and then we put on MTV and watched the gay ball drop lol and the held each other and kissed in her bed. A LONG kiss...till she saw ashlee simpson on TV! then we went in her moms room n i gave her mom a hug...lol but anyways it was real special cuz i never spent any holiday with a "girlfriend" before...and Brooke is the first..heh...shes the first for lots of things lol...so later that night we held each other in bed and u know..."fooled around" and it was just so special...prolly the beat night of my life...actually is was the best night of my life...i mean we didnt like even do any that was so FUN but its just the fact that i got someone who actually LOVES me..and i cud HOLD that person and KISS that person all night long and its just the greatest feeling in the world. I love you Brookie
Well nothing happened today...so im just gunna say that i love my Brookie. And i keep thinking about hanging out with her again...and every night i dream about her!!! its crazy. And it is so damn weird...Ever since i stopped being friends with someone...i became closer to my Brookie and we been talking so much more and having funny convosations and talked about much serious things and ...God i love you Brooke!!!!!!..and people keep saying im *Obsessive*..ya damn right im obsessive! You just dont know what its liek to be in love with a person like Brooke. Omg i just love her so fucking much she is the most nicest girl i EVER met..Actually the most nicest PERSON i ever met. And the most beautiful girl i ever met....ur just great Brookie..ur not only the best girlfriend but u are the best friend i ever had...no one really cared about me like you do and they only cared ab out me cuz they had a CRUSH on me...Brooke dont ever change..please!!!!!!...ur the best..and i love you....mwhaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! cant wait to see you...3 more days baby!! New years Eve is gunna be the best for both of us!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BROOKIE
Oh and i wont forget about... Mandy...u rock mandylicious and nattypoo? wtf..u seem nice and julie im mad at you :) doreen....where both mad at julie :) Miranda the Genovese hooker mallory and megi...yeah hey..not like u 2 read this journal shit
uhhh...today is boring...uhhh wut did i do? went to Gino's pizza and i went on my computer and talked to people..woo hoo...but tomorow SHOULD be fun...me and julie r n other peeps r siuposed to have a snow ball fight...hah...but right now brooke called me and im bout to talk to her the rest of the night...yay best part of the day..aight peace out ~1~
Well today i went to the city (time square) and it was pretty fun...central park was nice with he snow everywhere and the horses rofl...but i went CRAZZYYY looking for the shirt i wanted to buy Brooke and i finally found it and its fucking hot as hell...its so Brookish lol...then i went to a music store and they have hot guitars n drums and shit and then went to a restaurant and then home...im just so happy i got brookes gift...(yay) i cant wait till she changed into it =D i'll help her... haha i love you Brookie baby...mwhaaa
Ok well... Christmas eve...i had stuffed ARTERCHOKES! the best food in the world...and i had Lazagna..(idono if i spelled it right) and omg it was so fucking good! !! mmm mmm mmm and i drank a lot of mountain dew ofcorse lol.. .then my grandma came up to me and shes like MARY chrsitmas and im like mary? its merry...then she gave me $200. .. then they watched gay christmas movies then then MY brookie baby called me and we talked for a loooooooooong ass time and god i love her... i thought my christmas was gunna be horrible but it isnt cuz im so happy that i get to go to florida soon and i just cant wait...
ok now Christmas Day... hmmm usually i go to my aunts house for christmas but this time i wanted to stay home! so i did...and i talked to brookie the hole entire day on the phone rofl!!!!!!!! but we took breaks here and there...and i wud go and watch movies about Jesus and Home Alone and me and brookie watched A Christmas Story. ..and i ate the rest of the arterchokes lol and lazagna mmmmm ...and then my parents came home and my mom gave me the money from my aunts so i got like $300 from them..yay...and then my mom gave me those scratch off lottery ticket thingys and i won 50 bucks!!! so yeah i had a good christmas for once. .
then today i went shopping..well since its 12 39 AM...i gues s it was yesterday i went shopping and i bought all these hot clothes that brooke will strip me out of then i come down there lol and today! i will go to NYC again and i will buy the rest of brookes presents and there is a hot shirt that i know she will love...its black with pink stars and says Brooklyn on it...it's HAWT...and i think its gunna be nice in the city cuz theres lots of snow and shit yay romantic lol ha...ok well TTYL....i love you brooke! mwhaa bye
Well its christmas eve and its the best time of the year...not because you get *pesents* ..lol those kinda people are gay...anyway...its because where celebrating the birth of christ...now be happy dont be jewish!!! Omg this will prolly be the best christmas EVER! ok first...Danielle the whore wont be coming over this year! and that makes me so happy :) grr even her name pisses me off.. lol...ok and I will be happy cuz i will keep thinking bout meeting brooke again...omg do u realise how happy that makes me?...and im gunna be eating my favorite food (stuffed arterchokes) =D God i wont be able to sleep tonite!..well i never do :/
And i also can't wait till New Years Eve. I will be hanging out with brookie that day...wtf? is my life actually great?...well for now... i mean i went through hell in 2004 but the end is great!...and 2005 will have a great begining...in florida with brookie :) i can't ask for anything better then that...but i will prey to god that 2005 will be WAY better then 2004...
And yeah i know u all think im gangsta but i do have a soft side...and i wud like to widh you all a merry christmas! i love you Brookie and my friends..oh and a ig shout out to mandy...cuz she made my Jizournal HAWT! ur the best mandylicious... peace out
Well i havnt been writing in my jounral lately so ima write whut i been doing thse days....i went to the city twice and it was boring...i need my brookie with me...and i saw this shirt that is just perfect for my brookie! !! it is black and has pink stars on it and it says Brooklyn. .. its perfectttttttttttttt lol im gunna buy it nect time i go and thats monday!...*im on the phone right now with brooke and im thinking of what to write so im like brooke what should i write? and shes like "Your mom" ..... lol weirdO..i love you brookie..well idono wut to write so PEACE OUT
Kiss someone of your same sex? Kiss me? Die for me? Kill me? Trip me? Hurt my feelings? Break my Heart? Beat me up? Rape me? Rat me out? Throw rocks at me?(even if i lived in a glass house) ??
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